see can't you just see the awesome difference. :) on this one -->>> i did the filters "lomo" and "ginger".. haha ginger. that funny because i'm a ginger....
but isn't this picture adorable?? :)
and no i have this one! as you can see the right one obviously is blurry. hooray. but then the left one i just did "lomo" i think i don't remember hahah but i'm pretty sure. who knows? but quite awesome right?
okay so here are the rest of my prom pictures. i went crazy on the filters... but i like them :) i love the last picture. haha since no one really reads this i felt that it was okay to put it on.
yeah prom was awesome. just thought i might include that once again. :)
last post... yeah was a bit depressing. but i did have an excuse. but now i feel actually really grateful for a lot of things. as i was talking to a best friend i learned that everyone really have struggles over their families. no family is perfect no matter what it looks like from the outside of the home. but once inside it all is a different story. i learned things yesterday that tore my heart apart about others. i want to be grateful for that though because it really just helped me realize i am not alone. i really am not. i know for one thing my heavenly father is there for me. he and jesus christ do know what i am going through right now. jesus first off felt my pain through the atonement. he knows. he truly knows. Also we don't go through struggles alone. we might think we do. but we really don't. The father and the son are 100% always there for us. but there are people here on earth. for awhile i didn't think anyone was there for me. i did all that i could so i could graduate early. and i did do that. and pretty much i just worked every single day no questions asked. then all of a sudden a boy named Mytchell Smith wanted to hang out. random. we've been friends since 7th grade but not ever really close. jacey had the biggest crush on him for like 3 years and so obviously girls rule her territory. but we were good friends. anyways so we hang out for the first time just us two. we put in disturbia the movie... but we didn't watch. we literally talked the entire time and he stayed two hours later. Then i wanted to hang out with him more. i didn't really have any crush on him but i wanted to get to really know this kid because i just felt something special about him that first time. The next time we hung out wasn't for a couple weeks. but when we did.. words can't explain it. it was on a monday night. sunday night i had had a dream about him so being a cutesy me i texted him and told him. funny thing is he actually had a dream about me that night as well. we decide to finally hang out that night. we go out on his roof and look at starts... yet there were no stars just a bunch of clouds. did it matter? no we just talked. while we were getting situated though he turned on his ipod and he was listening to "what if I" by Joshua Radin. He asked if i had ever heard about him. I swoosh out my phone and crazy thing.... i was listening to that exact same song right before i walked into his house so it was still on my ipod playing screen. FREAKY right? but we listen to the same music which is such a bonus because our music is the best. :) but we stayed out on his roof for like 4 and a half hours. that night was when i really developed feelings for mytchell. Him coming into my life has been the biggest blessing. not just because of him as one person but he has brought in multiple people to my life. one of my best friends is his twin Mckenzy. Me and her have so much in common and i love that girl to death. she has helped me with quite a lot of things. Then a lot of mytchell's and mckenzy's friends have become my friends. Like right now i really am loving life. yeah i have hard times but i love how things are with mytchell and all of the friends i have made. :) at first i wanted to move to st.george as soon as possible. like the beginning of june. i now have a house contract for July 16 is my move in date. and i feel like its too early. but i do have to go down there to get settled and find a job. Don't get me wrong i am so excited for college. i hardly can wait. I'm excited to go down to dixie state. but i'm gonna miss all the people up here :( which is something i wouldn't have said a month ago.
anyways i just wanted to share that :) oh and if you didn't guess it. i went to prom with Mytchell. :)
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