you know those days when you just feel like crap... confused... heart broken... and just blah. yeah today is that day. as well as what yesterday was too. i really am trying to be more optimistic but... i really feel it to be impossible. i am crying so loud on the inside and i cant do this i cannot do this.
and its just great hearing more news about my family today. fuhhh i can't handle this.
one great thingaabout today is that immoving to st. george a week after july 16. i have my contract at Campus Villas. I can move down on july 16 but i will be in st. george that week so the week after. can't waqit to get away from these problems. obviously it wont solve them and they will still be there but distance will help me start thinking straight.
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